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I must changed @_@
Written at Monday, July 4, 2011 | back to top

I thought my weight is 61kg i can slowly reach 60kg but instead it drop it had become 63kg back. Very Sad. But all have to blame myself. As i had stopped going gym and keep eating and eating. I feel that i very greedy. Like to eat too like japanese food. Always go resturant and eat till i broke.

I saw my bank statement .. more sad ... i every month spend $95.23 on California Gym member yet i rarely go. Now i cant sleep anymore. I cant waste my money and my youth anymore. I have to slim and go exercising. I want to reach 60KG by end of this month or maybe hope to reach 58Kg by august,


Slim down. Slim down. Slim down.

This month i broke also. As i spend money on paying credit card bills. Think i must save money on eating in order to survive in this month. It is a very long months. SO can save as much as i can or eat as little as i can n smoke as little as i can.I will try to buy Ham and Bread. Every morning bring my own breakfast can save some money. And at night i try my very hard dont eat. Either eat bread with ham or i drink cereal. Like that i guess i can save alot. LOL.. Can control diet n slim down plus save money.

I will try to go gym 5 days in a week. in order is not to waste my member on membership. This also one stone kills two birds. As i wont waste money on gym and kill my time since i got so MUCH TO DO.

Monday------------- exercise on my own
Tuesday------------ Pilates class
Wednesday---------- Body Jam class
Thursday----------- exercise on my own
Friday------------- Belly dance
Saturday----------- RESting day
Sunday------------- Hopefully can go body balance and body combat in the morning

PlEASE DEAR CAROL... PLEASE FOLLOW YOUR PLAN. DON GIVE UP. OK!
Back to this place once again..
Written at Saturday, June 4, 2011 | back to top

Guess where I am now? The place the most I don like to go.

It is esplande .. This place contains the saddest memories in my life.

I remember last time I always work here and I know my ex bf at here. We start from watching movie kung fu at Marina square but the place my heart ask me to end my love for him is esplanade .

B break with me at first he said he can't stand me and feel me and him together Is just like a schedule. Like a schedule we have to follow everydAy. But I never believe it coz my six sense told me there must be something to do with her. But one day I was esplanade with my frenz and we will sitting in front of the Thai express there. And I saw B and her is holding hand walkIng. I always hope my six senses tell me the wrong things buy end up. Haha.. I can say my "wish" came true. And then i know why B want to break up with me.

The sad thing is not because I know the truth. The sad thing is when they saw me they just run away like seeing a ghost. My frenz chase after them and B say they buy things n come back. end up they faster take bus and run home. Am I look so scary and scare I eat them? I just want an explanation. I am so weak and soft . He scare I will slap his dear? No right?

and that time the girl keep bringing B to esplanade and show off to me. Do they think of my feeling? Even my birthday I had suffered heart pain because my heart wound is nt heal as we just broke up two weeks ago and have to force myself not cry because of seeing them together. and his red colour addidas jacket i used to wear but it become wear by her. Because we always listen to jay Chou 黑色毛衣 and the jacket had become our past. Whenever I hear the song I will feel emo. Is it just a thorn song which thorn into my heart automatically.

I know many years had gone . I should get over by now. I did get over. But 黑色毛衣 and the image when I saw them and the point of time they faster run will always buried inside my heart.

I wonder when I can buried out all this sad memories?


Well I don know..
Gallop n Tye soon best friend forever
Written at Tuesday, May 31, 2011 | back to top

Today morning came a stingy customer which all my colleagues hate him only I do his business.. But afternoon came a good customer. Coz he give part number and never bargain for price. But unfortunate I got alot of stock no stock as my warehouse no time to unpack the container. Haiz. What to do one person work 2 person job. Understandable.

Instead asking customer to go our neighbor . I ask them to go gallop. Coz I think goldenlink is moving so no point give them business , they going to be the history very soon. somemore cong told me don depend on them too much. We must learn to not rely On them . The customer is not bad got part number and don bargain for price. But too many parts no stock and he need it by today so I help him call gallop.

I know ask customer to go gallop is a wrong things to do.but the customer wan it by today what to do.. even we take from other shop also troublesome.

Is alright ba. Just like one piece cake we cant finish. If we too full and we still insisted to eat. End up we will too full and vomite out.Why not share with others?
Gallop is nice as when our epc is hanging they are the one who willing to help us check.When i don know anything i can will ask Yi Cong. Yi cong will teach. Well can say we are friend ma. I also see the customer is quite a nice customer and gallop wont chop customer. So is safe to intro him to Gallop.

Although E and Gallop got conflicts i really hope they will revolve their cinflict soon. And hope we and gallop will always be friend forever.
9 Great Reasons to Drink Water
Written at Tuesday, May 24, 2011 | back to top

What so good about drinking water?

1)Weight loss
Water is one of the best tools for weight loss, first of all because it often replaces high-calorie drinks like soda and juice and alcohol with a drink that doesn't have any calories. But it's also a great appetite suppressant, and often when we think we're hungry, we're actually just thirsty. Water has no fat, no calories, no carbs, no sugar. Drink plenty to help your weight-loss regimen.

2)Heart healthy
Drinking a good amount of water could lower your risks of a heart attack. A six-year study published in the May 1, 2002 American Journal of Epidemiology found that those who drink more than 5 glasses of water a day were 41% less likely to die from a heart attack during the study period than those who drank less than two glasses.

3)Energy

Being dehydrated can sap your energy and make you feel tired -- even mild dehydration of as little as 1 or 2 percent of your body weight. If you're thirsty, you're already dehydrated -- and this can lead to fatigue, muscle weakness, dizziness and other symptoms.

4)Headache cure
Another symptom of dehydration is headaches. In fact, often when we have headaches it's simply a matter of not drinking enough water. There are lots of other causes of headaches of course, but dehydration is a common one.

5)Healthy skin
Drinking water can clear up your skin and people often report a healthy glow after drinking water. It won't happen overnight, of course, but just a week of drinking a healthy amount of water can have good effects on your skin.

6)Digestive problems

Our digestive systems need a good amount of water to digest food properly. Often water can help cure stomach acid problems, and water along with fiber can cure constipation (often a result of dehydration).

7)Cleansing
Water is used by the body to help flush out toxins and waste products from the body.

8)Cancer risk
Related to the digestive system item above, drinking a healthy amount of water has also been found to reduce the risk of colon cancer by 45%. Drinking lots of water can also reduce the risk of bladder cancer by 50% and potentially reduce the risk of breast cancer.

9)Better exercise
Being dehydrated can severely hamper your athletic activities, slowing you down and making it harder to lift weights. Exercise requires additional water, so be sure to hydrate before, during and after exercise
My first lesson for riding...
Written at Sunday, May 22, 2011 | back to top

Today i got a heavy flow of period and just nice B and Z is not working today. Left we 3 little pig.. Ooopis.. not 3 little pig. 1 old Pig and 2 little Pig. lol.. coz we (Tay n me)still new in this line and Lao Seng is too old in this line.Oh ya.. this is not link hor. The reason why i call our pig is because i guess B is angry with us as Monday me n Zaini is on mc and ah Tay is on leave.Only him and his father working.Then after the vesek on Tuesday, all the way is on leave. and he on leave is not becasue he is sick is because he on leave. So he vecome the angry bird then the game angry bird .. angry bird need to shoot all the pig pig.. So we become the pig.

But never mind. We 3 pig work then 3 pig work. We will work as much as we can. no point feeling angry or worry cant cope all this. This is what i learn from Zaini de. Learn from him to relax myself no matter what. Coz if i stress myself then i will feel hot temper and maybe throw temper at Customer. And somemore put the temper in my heart. i don feel good too. If i don feel good, i wont do my work properly. So i learn to relax.

3 persons do. Do slowly ba. SO i have to bear with my period pain. Hopefully today no much phone call and customer so i wont have to climb up and down the stairs so much.Thanks god too. As this is raining for 1 hour causing no much customer coming and lucky too.. As no much ppl buying sparepart today.

Finally after work Yeppi Yeah..But my period start to react.Whether i should go for cycling or not. I was so puzzled.But i long time never see tommy. Thinking to go boon hua there and find him and see how it goes. After resting for some times plus i ate the pink panadol. My pain had gone so i go ahead with the cyclying.

Today is my first time to learn cycle. I thought i will learn in 15 minutes time but too bad is hard. It seems easy but very hard to master it. I try many times but because too many ppl i cant really practise.I really wan to learn cycling where and when can i learn ? as i dont have bike to practice at home. SUper sianz..
Finally let it go...
Written at Sunday, April 24, 2011 | back to top

我终于放下我和雨天的过去。因为我知道我们是不可能在一起。

因为我们不适合在一起。而且他还很深爱着她,而我已经对他没感觉了。

就算在一起辛苦的人也是我,因为说好听一点我是他的女朋友说难听我比较

象他的女佣。以前我为了他剪了我的长发。我一直不舍得我的长发。但因为他我却舍得把它剪短。

我常常说头发剪了可以流长

但是感情一但过去在也追不回来的。

在两年对他的迷恋和想念,在我和他再次相逢,全部的迷恋和想念全

都一切成为过去。我们以经不属于这个地方了。

我过我的人生而他过他的。我祝福他。
My new plan for my life
Written at Monday, March 21, 2011 | back to top

Now my love ship no more. I should focus on other things. Maybe in work or slimming. Since I had stopping drink with my GM.
It will much easier For me to go exercising. as I also nothing much better to do after work .
Gym is a place for me to kill time. I must keep pushing myself to go exercising if not I will never be happy as I have no confidence.

Diet wise I will try my very best to control also as one side exercising is not enough.

My schedule I plan is..

Monday Running
Tuesday Running
Wednesday Running
Thursday Running
Friday Belly dance
Saturday Resting
Sunday. Step101

I will try to follow my schedule and see how much
Weight I can lose in 1 week time. If I can lose 2 kg
I guess I sure have confidence to continue further.

Hope this time I can do it..

I don wan keep saying I want to slim down and yet
I do nothing ..

I want to change..