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Name's CAre for short. Colours White, lavendar, Pink are my faves. Wants to slim down like last time as the picture above. And, i idolise 终极三国 and 下一站 幸福 show. Stay Cheerful Happy for all times.

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Meet up with jinping..
Written at Saturday, November 28, 2009 | back to top

i went out jinping today to collect my phone which i bought from her.. Although abit scratches but i still wan to thanks jinping .. thanks her for selling me such a lovely phone..lol.. We went around to c clothes, i suddenly miss last time when i used to buy clothes where i no need to try, as all sure can fit me. But now is totally different. Coz i got fatty tummy and arms. thigh , hips and leg.. alot of clothes does not suit me anymore.. Trying clothes will only make me feel more sad and depress. well.. i should blame myself, lazy to exercise and also never control my diet.

erm.. and also i have something that i still cant forget.. I know deep in my heart i still cant get over R. although i does not show and keep telling ppl i had forgotten him but i know he is always in my mind.Even how bad he treat me, i never feel sad. even he used to left me alone in his house and went out drinking till very late, and next day i wait for him finish work and c him for awhile, i don't feel angry, grumble. complaining and sad at all... coz to me, wait for him is a XIN FU. very silly of me..

Time pass fast, never seen him so long.Whether he with J and or nt, is doesnt matter, and i don wish to know. Know the truth will make me feel sad. Like a person doesnt mean to have him. is wanting him to be happy.. Roger, i really wish you are happy. Really hope you and jasmine will together and last long. coz i don want you to be sad.

i still cant get over you because...

maybe you are the first guy i really try my best to give you the best i can give, e first relationship i try my best to save, e best gf tat i had ever being.

maybe your family..Coz ur mum, you and ur brothers treat me like own family.

maybe i cant be with you long is the most regrettest thing in my life..

i know breakup partly faults lies on me.. i admit i have no confidence in myself..really very bad of me..if i were you, i also don wan this relationship.


well.. i am ok. now i only hope to slim down.. Get my confidence soon..