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Do i suit to work this job?
Written at Saturday, May 1, 2010 | back to top

Time flies very fast. I had been working in my company for 2 years, and i had worked sales for 1 year already, but my pay still the same. NO increasement :( Sad lo. I start to feel very sianz with my pathetic pay, labour work, company lousy system and C some ppl black face from my colleugues and customers..I keep telling ppl i want to change job but i know i say say only. I wan to quit but is just that i don't know and don't dare to quit.Worry quit liao, don't know what job i can find, i can gert a job soon or nt, worry i don know how to tell Ritchie. Coz he always look good in me, if i quit he will angry and disappointed with me. Worry i quit, alot of ppl will laugh at me as no ppl look good in me in this line. If i quit, is it i will prove ppl they are right.

All is my fault.I never considered properly before i change to sales line. THis is a guy job, do i really can make it?
It is mentally and phyiscally tired. Mentally tired is because i have to learn and memorise alot of spareparts while physically tired because i have to carry goods. Well my warehouse is at 2nd level so we have to climb to 2nd level to get our goods.Sometimes goods too high, we have to climb the shelves or ladder to take our goods.Is very tiring especially when i got period, is very the pain.
Sales line is all uncles, there is no one will understand how painful i am vwhen my mens cramp.

I am navie anyway. Thinking Sales got more prospects and higher pay. Keep telling myself as long as i willing to learn, i can conquer all the difficulties even i am a spareparts nerd, I also keep telling myself goods heavy never mind i slowly carry is ok de. But things turns up is not as easy as what i think.

Then i also have difficuties checking dc.Coz i have to call the head office Cat to check for me.Then when she is not free, i will have to wait. When i keep asking one by one,she will start to fare up with me. BUt do i have a choice? Customer one item by one item asking me at the different timing, what can i do?
And when i always corder ES stock by Air most of the time, i get scolding from Cat saying why this company got the privillages to order by Air and not by Sea. Even by Air they also feel it is very slow.ES shoot me, Cat shoot me theb who can help me?

Lastly is because i not good terms with my cashier. Sometimes she can angry with me for few weeks where is it a small matter. When she is angry, she will give me black face and talk to me with attitude. Most of the work matter have to go through her.I will start to feel scare when i really need her help.Me and her cold world is on and off.When cold war over, i will start to worry when will be the war back again.

Just now i went to Lan Shop and edit my resign letter and Resume.
I had decided to quit on End of July where our increasement is.I expect $200 increasement because i still taking my past Cashier pay.IF $1.3k is the same for Cashier and Sales pay then i rather do Cashier. Cashier no need to carry goods, check dc adn no need to face customer.If less than $200, off i will leave my company.If one year pay increase by $50, by when my pay can reach $1.5k? another
3 to 5 years? WB told me at most in 3 years time my pay will reach 1.8k and i laughed
and i told him maybe not even 1.8k in 3 years time.

And also if the cold war start again with her, i will quit too. No point staying make myself miserable and bearing with her temper.

But i know mostly i will have to resign end of July because my company is LISTED ma, cannot how increase so much pay.

So i get my resign letter ready.

TO Ritchie, i only can say I'm Sorry.